Fishing can be pretty shit.
Too often after my back aches and I'm on edge. Ratty.
There are probably loads of cultural and practical and domestic reasons for Exhausted Fisherman Spikes Syndrome.
-After Callum Robert's book, The Unnatural History of the Sea,(The price of a lobster from Amazon), showing how we have taken 99% of the sea's abundance. Something we already sensed.
-And does anybody value and want your surplus and do they expect to pay a respectful price for it?
-After checking tide and wind speeds and the state of the gear and if there is sufficient bait.
-Does it have a place between other commitments. You know those. Too countless to list.
-Oh, and is it worth it?
Last time the pots were empty and the net held one mackerel, two undersize spiders, and an array of marine vegetables.
And it rained.
-I drive seven miles there, and then seven back, often with only a wet and smelly wetsuit as a prize.
Just wonder sometimes.
You know.
The wind went West this morning.
A Great Freshness.
I decided to check & bait & move all my pots with no other expectation.
A twinkly sea.
Enough life in it to enjoy the moment: a freshening of the breeze would have made it difficult. A fine splashy place to be.
There were small sailboats braving it out far off Fishguard.
I juggled the pots about a bit. Mended a gaping pocket and tied two singles into a pair on a clean buoy. The weed-growth on untended pot ropes and markers is heavy enough to make them invisible. Measured out my bait. Housework.
There is a plague of winds forecast on Metcheck, so the rule was to move everything offshore a bit.
Two lobsters out of seven pots. (It should be eight, but one is stuck). Just size.
Nothing spectacular.
No gold medals.
Not Olympic, frontpage record catches.
Those have long been caught and eaten.
Lobsters are immortal. If they aren't attacked or caught or inflicted by disease, they can live for ever.
"Because, as best scientists can tell, lobsters age so gracefully they show no measurable signs of aging: no loss of appetite, no change in metabolism, no loss of reproductive urge or ability, no decline in strength or health.
Lobsters, when they die, seem to die from external causes. They get fished by humans, eaten by seals, wasted by parasites, but they don't seem to die from within. Of course, no one really knows how the average lobster dies. There are no definitive studies."
....... Maybe I have been catching and eating Gods!
Yfory.
The Welsh for Tomorrow. It is hopeful and dynamic.
There are always glorious moments. Twenty minute bits of Heaven.
That was one today.
It was OK.
In between you tend your gear and work your grounds.
That feeling of affinity, of connection
not medals, is what you are fishing for.