39>Off to the Bakers

I went for a walk along the coastpath today, full of a stubborn cold, feeling like an old Cornish wrecker, peering out into the surf for familiar buoys.



Somehow it was good to see no trace.
The bit of coast I fish seems swept clean of pots.

There was a big bunch over towards Dinas Head, but I don't think mine could have been carried that far by the undertow, though this coast has some strange ways. They look like Fishguard pots, shot there ahead of the storm by the more organised fraternity.
I was curled up in bed at the onset of this blessed cold then, but admit that I probably wouldn't have paddled my pots far enough out to do more than delay their loss.



I hope in a way they are gone without trace. Though there was one newish parlour that I will sorely miss, the rest of them were getting surprisingly ragged. Sit-on kayaks are not ideal creel repair workstations.

I was shocked at the damage the ones that came ashore suffered last month. They sat in a pile in the yard for a fortnight before I could bear to sort the repairable from the terminally trashed.

In this new social regime of recycling, its hard to know what to do with the broken bits of bread basket and mashed twine and rope. We need advanced lessons in plastic technology to know what should go in which bag here.
The definition of 'domestic waste' is unlikely to include fractured bread tray, so I will have to secrete bits in amongst bonafide consumer debris... .





So it's off to the Bakers to beg some old bakery trays.
Scavving them one at a time from the street is disproportionally stressful, when they could probably get 'retired' on food hygiene grounds by the dozen if I went to the right industrial estate door on a Friday afternoon.

I ordered net & twine last week, deciding on twisted rather than braided net, as it's cheaper, and a pot's life working close-in on this coast seems brutally short.
Have also ordered a couple of surface nets to replace the spider-shredded bottom ones.




I have a good supply of oak from a forest that I work in, and am seriously considering inserting a frame of it in to stiffen up the next lot of pots, like in my early fishing days.
Pots used to wear out at Llanrhystud rather than smash up.

Also am wondering whether to run to stainless steel screws to fix the hoops to the side-bars.
The galvanised nails were wrenched out. Perhaps though screws would be too brittle and just snap.
Also need to ponder whether grapnels' would be a help or a hindrance; as I get more pots stuck in silt and sand than get moved by big seas.

I certainly need to rethink and adapt my pots though to survive this coast next year.




When this set of hoolies, and my cold has abated, I will put out a couple more, and concentrate on setting a net or two when the sea looks right.

Where did I put my wetsuit gloves?



The Season is Dead.

Long live the Season.

38>Savage Seas

The last time I went fishing I felt pretty sorted.



A few pots here, a few pots there, all baited and fishing pretty well: four size lobsters and a good cock crab. Not bad.
The parlours' have been best during this fickle summer. I will make more of them this winter.

Last time I set the net I had success too. I had a monster of a codling. I am useless at filleting, but a big fish like that I can cut to steaks, which rescues me from trying.



I had just set a Dublin Bay Prawn pot that I had picked up, encrusted in weed, from the harbour floor in Tobermory, expecting a few miniature marvels to interest my partner's daughter, and maybe some prawns. I used to get a good feed of them from close-in pots up in Llanrhystud, but had none down here. It's first catch was a size lobster. I hadn't thought one would have fitted through it's tight entrances.



The sea's moods change everything so fast. A week later and that pot is lost, my keep pot damaged, and two others wrenched out of shape. I'm used to pots washing in chafed, but not so ripped apart. The netting is unscathed, but the side-bars have been pulled out.

Savage sea onto a savage shore.
We had a northerly gale over 36 hours that left them with ropes strewn high on jagged rocks and the pots beaten up. Pots in the next bay were unmoved. None of the forecasts, even the doom laden BBC five day, had predicted it's violence.
There go half my pots.
I hadn't witnessed it, which made it's consequences once it calmed down even more shocking. I find gazing at a big sea a bit unsettling, as I keep imagining being out amongst those thunderous waves.
Chris, who fishes around the corner in Newport Bay, has two of his wedged tight in the rocks. He buys his pots, so it hurt him even more.
I see creel making classes are called for.

When we were on the Blasket this Summer I was amazed to see a pile of pots that were exactly the same as the kind fishermen made and worked in Aberystwyth thirty years ago. The pots that I make are a plastic equivalent of that design.
It was 'foreign' fishermen who introduced lobstering to the islanders. Maybe some of them were from Cardiganshire.





After that storm the beach was a thick raft of kelp. So there would have been little recompense from setting a net, though there was a codling in one of the surviving pots. I also came upon a macabre victim of the storm: a headless conger, half-floating like a large tentacle, in one cove.
What with that and the stale codling the remaining four pots that are left are bulging with bait.




I lick my wounds and dream of making new pots and of buying a couple of new nets.
My others are ripped to shreds by seals and spiders.
This time I'm inclined to buy strong mono, rather than multimono, and surface rather than bottomset nets, all to escape the spidercrabs.
One parlour this time had a hen spider inside with a cock crooning away and holding hands though the mesh on top of the pot. They actively fish for spidercrabs
in Fishguard and a couple of the fishermen will leave a hen crab in a pot to lure and catch her suitors.

Plague on them.

I have a couple of spare pots ready to go out once I put some concrete in them. Might as well. If I am going to set nets, it'll give me something else to do.
I MUST get to go out with someone-who-knows & learn to catch things on lines.




Listening to the wind howling again outside tonight, the only reliable fishing instruments to set in the sea for now though are Hopes and Dreams.

37>OK

Well Is It?

Fishing can be pretty shit.
Too often after my back aches and I'm on edge. Ratty.



There are probably loads of cultural and practical and domestic reasons for Exhausted Fisherman Spikes Syndrome.

-After Callum Robert's book, The Unnatural History of the Sea,(The price of a lobster from Amazon), showing how we have taken 99% of the sea's abundance. Something we already sensed.

-And does anybody value and want your surplus and do they expect to pay a respectful price for it?

-After checking tide and wind speeds and the state of the gear and if there is sufficient bait.

-Does it have a place between other commitments. You know those. Too countless to list.

-Oh, and is it worth it?

Last time the pots were empty and the net held one mackerel, two undersize spiders, and an array of marine vegetables.
And it rained.

-I drive seven miles there, and then seven back, often with only a wet and smelly wetsuit as a prize.



Just wonder sometimes.
You know.




The wind went West this morning.
A Great Freshness.

I decided to check & bait & move all my pots with no other expectation.

A twinkly sea.
Enough life in it to enjoy the moment: a freshening of the breeze would have made it difficult. A fine splashy place to be.

There were small sailboats braving it out far off Fishguard.

I juggled the pots about a bit. Mended a gaping pocket and tied two singles into a pair on a clean buoy. The weed-growth on untended pot ropes and markers is heavy enough to make them invisible. Measured out my bait. Housework.

There is a plague of winds forecast on Metcheck, so the rule was to move everything offshore a bit.



Two lobsters out of seven pots. (It should be eight, but one is stuck). Just size.
Nothing spectacular.


No gold medals.
Not Olympic, frontpage record catches.


Those have long been caught and eaten.


Lobsters are immortal. If they aren't attacked or caught or inflicted by disease, they can live for ever.

"Because, as best scientists can tell, lobsters age so gracefully they show no measurable signs of aging: no loss of appetite, no change in metabolism, no loss of reproductive urge or ability, no decline in strength or health.

Lobsters, when they die, seem to die from external causes. They get fished by humans, eaten by seals, wasted by parasites, but they don't seem to die from within. Of course, no one really knows how the average lobster dies. There are no definitive studies."



....... Maybe I have been catching and eating Gods!






Yfory.

The Welsh for Tomorrow. It is hopeful and dynamic.

There are always glorious moments. Twenty minute bits of Heaven.

That was one today.

It was OK.






In between you tend your gear and work your grounds.

That feeling of affinity, of connection
not medals, is what you are fishing for.

36>Tale of the Unexpected

I felt sick last week, shaky and sick.




I had come back from our last great social foray of the Summer, desperate to get back out there.

The sea seemed gentle, in a steady Southerly pattern that looked to last for days. I had begged some mackerel heads from Doug the Fish, but nothing like enough to get the pots back working for long in such warm and hungry waters.

Weeks of South and SouthWesterlies have pumped some Caribbean vigour back into things after those sterile Northerlies.

So I set a net that morning. I went down in the afternoon to that frightening roar that is a big surf, piling into the cove. I had forgotten my wetsuit anyway, but saw few gaps in the sets of waves that reared up at the mouth of it and crested in that attracted me to venturing out. My energy and with it my courage definitely fade with the day's lengthening.



I spent the night one ear open for the wind to change. It had only shifted from South to the South-West to invent that pile of surf; a thing I just didn't know about this coast. In Aber, it was a SouthEasterly that could raise a crashing swell from nowhere.
It came back round about 4am, so I went down after breakfast, ready I thought for all worst scenarios.

There is always one you hadn't thought of though.

The surf was muted, but the net was balled up close in on the rocks. The buoys were feet apart. I risked the boil there to try and pull it, but it was stuck tight.



I Hate Waste.
Of a net, and whatever fish had got in there, and whatever shellfish had gone in to feed on them.

That most sickening nightmare for a netsman.

I went the next day, and climbed out onto the rock to drag at it with better leverage. No way.
I will try again on the big low tides that will follow tonight's full moon.

I set another net. A more definite calm prevailed. I was listening more closely to the mood of the sea.



I met Paul from Fishguard at sea who said that most of the Spiders were gone.
But there no Bass around. He had taken a mate out with untold wealth of fishing contrivances who just just succeeded in losing some of his more elaborate lures.

I decided to sleep over in the van near the beach, and set another net. I wanted to be on the spot, determined not to be caught out again.
On the way out, my heart sank, as a young cow-seal was playing in the bay.
Sure enough that morning's net was empty, well-rolled and tossed into a tangle.

Having gone out there I just carried on to reset it and lay the other one. I put them just off the outer edge of the rocks.
The morning was rewarded with three good bass, a mullet, some small pollack (bait thus sorted) a size lobster, mackerel, and a big wrasse. The bass were in the closest end to the shore.





Persistence had prevailed.
That's not the first time going out early has beaten the seal to a catch.

I feel back in tune with the sea.

For now.

Until the next tale of the unexpected.

35> Back a Week Now..

Back nearly a week now
Justine is still dreaming of being on board the Keewaydin,




She woke to find we were anchored close inshore. There, luxuriant ash foliage swayed in the breeze. A beautiful land . It was a long time before she realised she was looking out of the bedroom window .



I am out of contact with my fishing effort. I am sitting on a wind-wild headland above the bay where I last set my pots.
I have identified enough weed clumped buoys to know they are still there.
I left them unbaited, so going to them willl be a chore without hope of reward.
There is something in my bait tub, but I can't face looking in it until I have to.



This South-Westerly has stirred up a mocha, but I've seen a seal and a lot of weed in my favoured netting spot.
However, I'll go for it tomorrow if the swell has died down.

I need to reconnect with this place.
We are going to Ireland with the kayaks next week, so I haven't long.
How did I used to do it before?



So many distractions on Land
I don't want to turn into a Captain Birdseye. Or like one of those old harbour-flies who used to lace the quay in Aberystwyth, talking a mixture of rubbish and misery.
There are folk who walk the walk & others who talk the talk.
I want to feel part of that magnificence the sea by fishing it.

The sea temperatures are still way down though. Has the Gulf Stream wobbled and nobody had the heart to tell us?

Jamie on Mull said it was a quiet lobster year up there too. A Crab Year.
I like that combination of observation and acceptance. They are starting to get a few spiders. And recently octopus: if an octopus shares a pot with a lobster for long, there is an empty blue carapace instead of the lobster.



To be an effective fisherman you have to be an obsessive, selfish, monomaniacal, reckless, brave and lucky bastard,
When I fished that "punt" off Llanhystud beach ohso long ago, I was pretty much on the case.



The sea is a demanding mistress.
I must have been pretty unbearable as a partner. And sorry kids, for all those summer holidays you never had!

34> Skye and Beyond

"Take you down to the foaming brine and water
And show you the wooden tits on the goddess with a pole out
Full sail
They tempted away your pegleg father"
.


(captain beefheart orange claw hammer)



This is a rather long & rambling blog about a two week sailing trip I have just got back from with 13 others up to The Western Isles. There's fishing stuff in it though...



Into more serious seas, a dark horizon.

Yesterday was a jewel, a gift. To the west the Wicklow hills wore a ruff of soft cloud. We floated on an oily calm, anchored after the weak breeze dropped away and the tide had turned against us.
A wishful line with an otterboard trailing feathers surfaced with a mackerel. 16 more followed. We had been set by luck on a fishing ground, the Codling Bank.



A day of Sun and rest.



This morning the West holds proud dark hills, that stronghold, Ulster.
A sail flaps like stage thunder.
Rockall, Malin, Hebrides.
New, stormy territory.



Eigg.
Like an embryo floating, a curled dream child below Skye,
We approached from the South, from Tobermory. The ridge of An Sgurr like an old whale spine rises to a crescendo above the main slipway.
We rattled out the anchor, to wait for a wind to take us on to Lewis.

Diesel courses through all our doings. The price trebling in a year has shown our complete addiction.

A great cartoon bloated whale of a hull
hung fat on the quay at Tobermory.




It fishes sixteen hundred pots and goes out for week at a time. The tail ropes are 100 fathom, as they have to fish deep water to avoid the trawlers.
The deck is all housed in and they can fish any weather. They have to anyway to pay for the diesel, bait at £600/tonne, pots@ £30 each and undisclosed loan repayments. She is not a season old and has had two new engines.
I can't help but feel the skipper's dream sea chicken has turned out to be a banker’s cuckoo.

On the other side of the wall, two brothers were painting their old wooden boat. They dive for scallops for a living. In the Summer they head out amongst the islands, living on the boat and diving.



I know which fishing method I respect.




On Eigg, diesel is an issue too.

They don't slurp what they used to running their generators as they have a renewable energy grid, but transport and fishing get more expensive daily.
The islandiness of islands is ever-changing. Like planets wobbling in their orbit around the sun of Man.

There seems to be disproportionate effort and cost put to linking them into central supply systems. A neurotic need to be inclusive.
When the weather or the winter months close in, many islanders quietly enjoy their community's isolation and self reliance.



Eigg was where the pots and a net went out in earnest.
I got up at dawn and paddled across a gentle sea to check them.
Seals spurted and coughed all around, promising little joy from the net. It had caught only weed, a slimy, sludgy stuff that stuck every pore of it.
The pots held one good cock crab, and dozens of fiddlers. With fourteen crew to feed I kept them.




We caught little on the trip but relished every morsel.
The calm of Eigg was lost as we sailed North, into the Sea of the Hebrides.
I slept through a wild night that those on watch said they would never forget.
They managed to steer us safe into Tarbert on Harris in the dawn. It had a bleak, outpost feel, stark utilitary buildings wedged in a gap between smooth bare rock hills, that funnelled the wind from the West.



Again I wonder if settlements' carry the shadow of collective guilt for past misdemeanours against the nature spirits.

I felt a wretchedness of spirit every time I drove through a village near to where I live, which made some new sense when I discovered it had been the railhead and axemens' barracks during the clearfell of an ancient coppice forest in the First World War.
Perhaps it is not just the loss of purpose, but a sense of guilt that dispirits communities.
Tarbert had its full share of both I suspect. As if people were waiting for something to happen. But not on Sunday.


We approach Tiree. A few strings of pots are set close in. It seems quiet everywhere this season for lobsters, so everyone is rock-dodging.
Three beam-trawlers lurk together like sharks.

Tiree is flat.
It was the island of grain. Now it feels like a long golf-course.
I have to sweep the human living-blocks away in my imagination to feel a heaven of skylarks and waving oats.
So flat, the Northwesterly sweeps over the island onto our intended mooring.
We go ashore only for a couple of hours.

A dying fishing industry at least makes lots of space on the Wall.




I read an article by George Monbiot yesterday about how peasant farming is more productive than agribusiness.
The same holds true of smalltime fishing, but the inefficiency of BigTime Fishing is visibly expressed in waste.
Waste of fish and gear.
I saw a time when fishermen walked the beach to rescue their pots as they washed in. They untangled ropes and stripped down frames and nets to use again.
When there was a landing, the big boats seem to be slinging a wage's worth of lobsters out of their pots dead from being so close-packed.




The Tiree beach was a litter of salveable gear. It had probably washed off the quay, which was piled with abandoned tangle nets and broken creels. Beyond some fiscal trigger point, time and money cease to be dynamic partners in enterprise and become tyrants with their own callous volition.

We are in Mull. A wild loch grazed by feral goats and deer. The slopes of the loch stack up in steps, most supporting bracken and grass, but some of the usual rubbish Sitka.
A scattering of houses. There are prawn pots set in the deep centre of the loch, and strings of large black buoys supporting the ropes of mussel farms.
We go ashore and have a fire. There is a Crusoe in all of us.
The land feels so soft and still after the wind-governed sea.
There is no peace for the wicked or sailors.
I sleep ashore,, a breeze keeps the midges bearable.



A local fisherman, Jamie, is our host.
The next day, he directs us to Bunessan. A busy stopover on the "can" for small trawlers.
He crews on a lobster boat, fishing a thousand creels in strings of forty.. Five hundred are set around Tiree, but aren't fishing well enough to justify the diesel. Everywhere, fishermen are thinking of fishing closer to home.
A sailing boat like the Keewaydin is looking more like the future than the past now.

He brings us a feast of prawns, crabclaws, and cod. Enough to feed us all the way home. His generosity is staggering. It provides a parting banquet from these islands.

If we were to stay longer he would show us the best marks to set a net and pots in. The pollack here he says are huge.
We must come here again.

Our own fishing effort has proved pretty hopeless, so his gifts of fish are a perfect present.
Mull has everything I wished for from this voyage.



Only our time is running out. We start the long sail home tomorrrow.



I have finished "The Unnatural History of The Sea". It was a beautifully written but painful book to read, making the sea feel even more deep and lonely than before, robbed by fishing of most of its inhabitants.
He argues for large areas of the sea and ocean to be closed for all fishing as the only hope. His portrayal of the history of our devastation is so thorough and sen sitively expressed that I believe him.



Though like ever other fisher, hope such a solution will not close my particular patch.

We have landed.
So much stuff that we took and have to haul up the wall in what was once Milford Haven fish-dock.
I came here once at six in the morning with some barrel-loads of herring that an Aber boat had caught. It was my first trip over the Preseli, which is the realm where I now live.
We got next to nothing for the herring, which were near to pulp by then.
The lobster fisherman who had caught them had not experienced such a catch before. He didn't know how to sell or handle them.
In the Middle Ages, Aberystwyth had been the biggest Herring port in Europe.
They were a perfect gift for the subsistence economy then, providing a storeable wealth of protein in time for the hungry seasons of winter and spring.
Milford that first call remembered a boom time. An ornate cast-iron canopy covered the fish dock, where activity now crouched in the nearest corner.
There were three boats where there had been fifty. Behind the sales space were the railheads. Here skate had been loaded for London.

The skate has gone.
Trawled out.

So has the cast-iron canopy.

The few fishing boats in there are rusting reprobates. Pariahs. Foreign beam trawlers.



The chandler's sells more safety gear than fishing gear now.
There is a tinkling marina and some repro dockside buildings housing apartments and shops. A Plan.
The Keewaydin is welcomed there as a bit of local colour. There is someone whose salary derives from encouraging such things.
The rest of the Haven is now Smorgsville, where fossil fuel is pumped into our culture's open vein. The street price is going up. Sorry mate. Take it or leave it.

But we have smelled other possibilities.
Islands to sail trading between..
Stark and beautiful places where you wouldn't so easily forget the power of the world outside man's encampments and procedures.

Places outside that orange scum of frightened light that laces the Southern coastline.




Places to dream on..





33>The Unnatural History of the Sea

I am resting from a book that I can only bear to read in small doses. It is safely packed away in a box, in a bag, in the bow of a boat we are heading north in on Sunday.



Skye and beyond. On an eighty foot, gaff-rig Fleetwood trawler, the Keeywaydin. I wonder what tonnage of fish has flapped onto her decks since she was built in 1909.

We will take the kayaks, two nets & two pots. I might even learn to rod-fish.

I will open it again on those empty waters of the North Irish Sea, and read more of the wholesale squandering of the sea’s creatures we have indulged in.

It is “The Unnatural History of the Sea” by Callum Roberts.
Read it.

I don’t want it to add to that great weight of ecological remorse, anger and guilt we encourage each other to indulge in though.
I regard that mindset as a disempowering and destructive hysteria. A neurosis. One of the many that when added together make up our culture.



I work on the assumption that the Earth is a loving and forgiving home, and that the only way we can restore her richness and dignity is by restoring our belief in our own place in the magnificence of her fertility.

Destructive behaviour that we ascribe to Greed I suspect stems more often from insecurity.
Collectively that fosters an attitude of “If I don’t do it, somebody else will”.

The Earth is Amazingly Bountiful. Callum notices that we have a strange ability to quickly forget what we have lost. I remember regarding old fishermen's description of lobsters with claws as thick as your arm as tall tales.

There is uncanny resemblance between the myth of the Fall and the scenario of Climate Change. Both ideas dispirit and disempower and facilitate central control of behaviour.


Beware.




I have sneaked glimpses further on and suspect Callum expresses similar faith in the sea, in more scientific terms.

Otherwise I wouldn’t read on.



Otherwise I wouldn’t fish.

32>Skylarks' Tongues

This is a new kind of Fishing for me.
When I was a thin-lipped Provider, each day had to pay.




Lobsters were five pound notes, crabs small change, fish was mainly bait apart from those few courtcard species.
Now I am catching to eat, not to sell.

So I boiled and dissected those spiders, cooked wrasse, and have vowed, finally, to try and skin a dogfish.

Today I ate fiddler crabs.
They were delicious.



Fiddlers, Lightnings, Velvet or Swimming crabs: for years I danced them out of the pots, trying to avoid their nips, as fast as possible, straight back into the sea. That was, unless I was desperate for bait.
(-Some lobsters I am sure resist the lure of those fast-food restaurants that drop in around them, by avoiding 'exotic baits ' and eating only 'wild' foods . The biggest lobsters that I ever caught were in pots baited with bits of crab.)

I wouldn't describe a pan of fiddlers as a meal, but then who knows what chastened times might lie ahead: they would brighten up a diet of potatoes or poor bread.
They would be great beach food.

This isn't just siege cuisine, but a means to adjust some of the species imbalances our selective, industrial fishing has fostered.
I've thought perhaps too often that the plague of spidercrabs and dogfish show our brutalizing of the Sea's ecology, just as the increase in gulls and rats reflects our wastefulness.
So in human society, where the rats and sharks and gulls prosper, and quieter, more subtle souls suffer.

I don't include myself in that unlucky category, as I ponder which board to nail my dogfish to, prior to skinning.




But if you fish with anything more than a bent hook, you will catch more than you can, or want to, eat.

Netting is Spiders Stop Play.

I had hoped Llys Meddyg, a fine local restaurant, would buy some, but it is still too quiet, and anyway they really only will want the claws.
There IS meat in the main body, admittedly not a lot, but how do I handle this?
Would I kill skylarks and bison for their tongues? What do I do with the bodies?

But I can't set a net until I have an outlet for those spiders.

A SURFACE NET! I wondered about buying some floatline to lash onto my existing nets, but the man at Advanced Netting humoured me for a while but said plastic milk bottles would be just as good.
I like suppliers who stop me wasting money or effort.



It is all too easy to get carried away in pursuit of your prey.
Two drawbacks are that the net will be very visible, and that there are a lot of fish jumping out there which I suspect are sewin...

Another strategy I'm going to try is a keep box.
The one I've made won't hold many spiders, but will save me boiling solitary lobsters and crabs.
The hardest thing now will be where to pitch it, for security from rough weather and from other humans.




Problems, Problems, once you try to evenly spread the fickle gifts of the Sea.
Bent hook fishing has its shiny side.